Not Supposed

I'm not supposed to love you,

I'm not supposed to care,

I'm not supposed to leave my life wishing you were here

I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do

I'm sorry, I can't help it cause I'm in love with you. 

(erk, btul ker ni??? It was la..:) but now I feel like "somewhere in the storms, I've lost my songs")

Worry Is A Habit

*** sharing from others to others ***
Philippians 4:1-9 - ¹ Therefore, my brothers and sisters, you whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, stand firm in the Lord in this way, dear friends! ² I plead with Euodia and I plead with Syntyche to be of the same mind in the Lord. ³ Yes, and I ask you, my true companion, help these women since they have contended at my side in the cause of the gospel, along with Clement and the rest of my co-workers, whose names are in the book of life. ⁴ Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! ⁵ Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. ⁶ Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. ⁷ And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. ⁸ Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. ⁹ Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.

This chapter encourage me about how do we handle of worries. I believe, all of us do have worry, do have stress because of worry..Life in this fallen world gives you plenty to worry about: You could lose your job, your health could deteriorate, one of your children could die in an accident, your spouse could betray you, boyfriend / girlfriend no calling, church not growing up, you just failed driving test for 100 times,  the list goes on and on..and this time, the monsters of worry comes in like a fly. But no matter what uncertainties, problems, or tragedies life throws at you, you never have to worry about them because we have to know, Worry Is A Habit.

What is a worry???

Worry is wrong thinking in the minds and wrong feelings in the heart. Worry is like a rocking chair - it gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere. So, how do we should win over worry???

1. PRAY RIGHT ~ 1 Peter 5: ⁷ Cast all your anxiety on him because 

                                                     he cares for you.

                         a) Prayer - Person of God, worship to God 

                         b) Supplication - tells God that you need his help. 

                                                        But always keep the problem God 

                                                        centered and not problem centered.

                                                        Focus on God and not on the problem. 

                                                        Then  keep in mind that our prayers are 

                                                        always to be God centered.

                        c) Thanksgiving - You are thankful because you know the 
                                                         following about our great and mighty 
                                                        and glorious God.

>> There are story about a little kid, very love of chocolate cookies. One day, this 

  kid went to supermarket with his mom and before they enter to the supermarket, 

  his mom remind him that his cannot ask for chocolate cookies anymore and 

  that kid say ok. They enter to supermarket and buy stuffs without any interruption 

  until they reach to the cookies's section and the kid ask to his mom 

  "mom, can i have some chocolate cookies, please?" and his mom refuse his 

request. At the end of cookies's section, this kid think; NOW either NEVER. 

Suddenly, this kid stood up and say loudly " In the name Jesus, can I have some 

  chocolate cookies, please? Thank you". All people surround him give a 

  big hand to him.And you'll know what happen to this kid? He going back with 

  20 packets of chocolate cookies from the supermarket. Here we can see if we pray right, we will get it.    This kid pray right. He introduce of God, tell his need and thanksgiving.

2. THINK RIGHT ~ Isaiah 23: ³ You will keep in perfect peace those 
                                                      whose minds are steadfast, because 
                                                      they trust in you.

  >> Worry brings only negative results; it has no power to accomplish 
       anything positive.  Worry is harm your relationship with God 
       while it also harms your relationships with other people.  It can
       make you a sin that can miserable mentally and emotionally. 
       Physically, it can lead to harm your relationship with God while 
       it also harms your relationships with other people.  It can make 
       you serious illness. See worry as the enemy it is decide to reject 
       it so you can pursue the life God wants you live.

  >> Phil 4: ⁴ Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!
                        No condition or circumstance ever justifies worry,
                        because God has promised to help in every situation.
                        So, choose to rejoice in God's faithfulness rather than 
                        worry.

3. LIVE RIGHT ~ Philippians 4: ⁹ Whatever you have learned or 
                                                         received or heard from me, or seen  
                                                         in me—put it into practice. And the 
                                                         God of peace will be with you.

ATTITUDE # 2

1. THIS IS ATTITUDE: 

If an egg is broken by an outside force...a life ends. If an egg breaks from within...life begins. Great things always begin from within.

2. THIS IS ATTITUDE:

It's better to lose your ego with the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of your ego.

3. THIS IS ATTITUDE:

Why we have so many places of worship, if God is everywhere? A wise man said: Air is everywhere, but we still need a fan to feel it.

4. THIS IS ATTITUDE:

When you trust someone trust him completely without any doubt, at the end you would get one of the two:

Either a lesson for your life or a very good person.

* Hillary and Tensing

5. THIS IS ATTITUDE:

Life is not about the people who act true to your face, It's about the people who remain true behind your back.

6. THIS IS ATTITUDE:

Soldier: Sir, we are surrounded from all sides by enemies

Major: Excellent! We can attack in any direction.

7. THIS IS ATTITUDE:

The worst in life is "attachment", It hurts when you lose it. The best thing in life is "loneliness", because it teaches you everything and, when you lose it, you get everything.

8. THIS IS ATTITUDE:

"You never conquer a mountain. You stand on the summit a few moments; then the wind blows your footprints away" - Arlene Blum

9. THIS IS ATTITUDE:

"I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand." - Chinese proverb

10. THIS IS ATTITUDE:

"The greatest waste in the world is the difference between what we are and what we could become." - Ben Herbste

LIFE # 2

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. 

She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you'.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. 

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' 

The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind... The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that.

The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for, before they were yours, they were mine'. 

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift.

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another -Remember that no one of us is without sin

Cuti Sekolah

Adoiyaaaa...been too long menghilangkan diri sempena cuti sekolah. Setelah menghabiskan masa selama dua minggu di KL, adik telah berjaya mendarat di Lawas, Sarawak dengan selamat. Risau juga because that was her first time travel sorang-sorang KLIA-Miri-Lawas. So, selama dua minggu cuti sekolah ni lah, tenaga, masa dan wang ringgit berjaya 'disedekahkan' kepada tauke-tauke bussines but it's ok because adik bukan selalu datang KL pun. I hope, she will appreciate and happy for the 'holiday package' that be given to her..:)

First 'tour package', went to Putrajaya tapi tak puas hati sebab sesat menuju jalan masuk, dalam kawasan dan jalan keluar. Walhal, was been there 3-4 times but as usual mesti sesat kalau masuk sana and I told them, maybe I've been cursed kalau masuk kawasan Putrajaya, mesti sesat..hahahhaaa..

                                                    * the only shot yang berjaya diambil~~

Second 'tour package', we went to Sunway Piramid and the time we reach there all the shops already closed..:) kesian dorang...

Third 'tour package', we went to KLCC and i-City, Shah Alam.;

 * @ Snowalk. this time rasa macam nak beku otak sebab sejuk sangat..:)

* i-City Park. terlalu banyak manusia mengalahkan jom heboh pulak

Last 'tour package', my sister and I went to Genting Highland tapi gambar tak sempat upload because my sister dah bawa balik my camera..:( sedih bila my camera sudah bertukar tangan..sobsobsobbbb..

At the end of this 'tour', many thanks to my friends yang ada terlibat dalam 'tour' ni, samada belanja us makan, lepaking with us, watch cinema (sempat layan kungfu panda 2 & x-men:1st calss) and hang out with us..LOVE ALL